BENSTAGE 19.1 Next Level Failure

ArchiveFebruary 2019

ReduzierBen – Week #95

This week I was sure to gain several kilos. I feel much fatter than two weeks ago. As it always takes some time that certain things show, I was expecting the full slap in the face today. But it’s not as worse as I thought – a plus of 0,6 kilo to now 102,6 kilo. That’s not cool, but I’m expecting even more the next weeks as I’m now starting (hopefully) to re-build the...

Der Dicke Wal 19/08

First real sport week again. Although jut three activities and not as long as it is supposed to be, but nevertheless. Quite okay for just getting back to training. I already feel a bit better, knowing that it will take some weeks to get back the muscles I lost and losing the fat I definitely gained. But I will get there and then it’s back to normal and then I have to go from there. Somehow...

Der Dicke Wal 19/07

Before this one, there was the last week of course. Followed by two weeks of nothingness due to being sick I tried out some cardio last week Saturday to slowly get started again. If I remember correct, I didn’t feel that well the days after. But doesn’t matter anymore. At least the week was not a complete failure.

Activity #2 | Biking | 65:41 min | 18.09 km

Daily Biking : 15.68 km

Es ist kompliziert

Ich bin ein bisschen raus was die Schreiberei angeht. Nur allzu gerne opfere ich gerade jede freie Minute dem Job. Weil es Spaß macht, nicht weil man mich dazu zwingt. Es ist stressig, aber es fühlt sich sinnvoll an und so, das es eine Rolle spielt, was man tut und beiträgt. Ich mag das. Ich merke aber auch, das meine Welt wieder ein wenig zu klein, zu gleich geworden ist. Es fehlt die...

Gott Ist Tot – Callejon

We all need to listen way more Callejon. Just brillant. Wenn Märchen lügenund Wehmut meine Schritte lenktweht ein Wind aus alten Tagendurch Wälder, die vergraben sinddurch Wälder die vergraben sindDoch es sind nur Wolken, die am Himmel stehen Manchmal wünschte ich, Gott es gäbe dich Ich hab sie satt die alten Fragen,die wie Schmutz die Sicht belagernsich verschworen am Geist vergehenich will die...

Hobbs & Shaw – Trailer #1

Already some days ago Universal released the first trailer for the Fast & Furios spinoff Hobbs & Shaw, staring Dwayne Johnson and Jason Statham reprising their well known characters from the super successful “fast cars and hot chicks” franchise, waiting for the eight sequel right now. My first thought was “Why is this not just the next FF in the series?”...

Shaft – Trailer #1

I’m a huge fan of the 2000 Shaft, staring Samuel L. Jackson. Sam Jackson as John Shaft II – it does not get any cooler than that. A modest success at the box office, but I always hoped for a sequel. Now it’s happening – 19 years later and its called … Shaft. Seriously, what the fuck? Including the original Shaft – Richard Roundtree – this will be the...

i apologise if you feel something – Bring Me The Horizon

A former metalcore band going pop. A tip of my brother. Not pop at all. So, I’m intrigued and listen to the past records right now. This one got stuck right away. I saw you staring out of your own abyss againWaiting for something you’re not sure even still existsDon’t be afraid to wonder, don’t be afraid to be scaredIt should never be a prison So I apologise if you feel...

ReduzierBen – Week #93

This morning I was sure to see the 105 or even 106 back. Reason is my non-low-carb nutrition over the last days when I was sick. I could not eat solid things and was eating a lot of Joghurts and even some ice against the sore throat. That had to have some consequences for sure. I definitely had, but what I totally ignored is the loss of muscle tissue. 101,6 kilo. First time under 102 since...

BENSTAGE 19.1 Next Level Failure

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